Wednesday, February 16, 2011

No more excuses.

"The miracle isn't that I finished.  The miracle is that I had the courage to start."  (John Bingham).

     John Bingham's quote and his story always move me.  After years of no exercise, he quit smoking, lost weight, and became a runner.  Running not only was his passion, but it launched his writing career.
     I cried the first time I read it, over a dozen years ago.    I, too, need the courage to start my exercise program, and to be consistent.    As I have talked about before, we eat a healthy, real food, vegan diet and we do well with it.  But it obviously is not enough.  The  next step in a balanced life is to use the healthy diet to power up exercise;  to become an empowered and strong woman.  I need to do more than just taking my dog for walks, as that obviously is not enough.  I can fall back on that when I am 80 or 90 or 100.   
     I'm embarrassed to admit I used to consider myself a runner, from my 45th year for maybe 5 years.  I loved it.  I loved being outdoors, pushing myself,  feeling my muscles, and freeing up my mind.   Not that I was ever good at it!  Far from it.  I was slow.  Very slow.  I'm the turtle in Aesop's fable, but that is okay.   I was out there living life.
     I don't really know why I didn't keep at it.  I had some injuries, to knees, hips, feet, but that is not a valid reason.  It is an excuse, and no more excuses are allowed.
   
My update:  2 weeks have gone by.
     The negative:   I have only lost 1 pound. 
     The positive:   I have lost 1 pound.  I have done my morning exercises 6 days a week, increasing from 30 to 45 min.  of yoga, crunches, stretches, modified push-ups,  etc.   I have jogged a little 3 days per week, and walked a little every day.   I feel stronger and look more toned.

Goals:   I want to be a runner again, to feel that way again, that "Oh my God, I am running" feeling of childhood, being out there, living life.  And I'd also like to someday be able to do a real push-up, not the modied ones.

"Reach high, for the stars lie hidden in your soul.
 Dream deep, for every dream precedes the goal."
                                                Ralph Vaull Starr




   

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