Looking together in the same direction.

Looking together in the same direction.
Sea otters hold hands while they sleep so they don't drift apart.

by my favorite poet, Mary Oliver

"Instructions for living a life.

Pay attention.

Be astonished.

Tell about it."

Mary Oliver


Wednesday, February 16, 2011

No more excuses.

"The miracle isn't that I finished.  The miracle is that I had the courage to start."  (John Bingham).

     John Bingham's quote and his story always move me.  After years of no exercise, he quit smoking, lost weight, and became a runner.  Running not only was his passion, but it launched his writing career.
     I cried the first time I read it, over a dozen years ago.    I, too, need the courage to start my exercise program, and to be consistent.    As I have talked about before, we eat a healthy, real food, vegan diet and we do well with it.  But it obviously is not enough.  The  next step in a balanced life is to use the healthy diet to power up exercise;  to become an empowered and strong woman.  I need to do more than just taking my dog for walks, as that obviously is not enough.  I can fall back on that when I am 80 or 90 or 100.   
     I'm embarrassed to admit I used to consider myself a runner, from my 45th year for maybe 5 years.  I loved it.  I loved being outdoors, pushing myself,  feeling my muscles, and freeing up my mind.   Not that I was ever good at it!  Far from it.  I was slow.  Very slow.  I'm the turtle in Aesop's fable, but that is okay.   I was out there living life.
     I don't really know why I didn't keep at it.  I had some injuries, to knees, hips, feet, but that is not a valid reason.  It is an excuse, and no more excuses are allowed.
   
My update:  2 weeks have gone by.
     The negative:   I have only lost 1 pound. 
     The positive:   I have lost 1 pound.  I have done my morning exercises 6 days a week, increasing from 30 to 45 min.  of yoga, crunches, stretches, modified push-ups,  etc.   I have jogged a little 3 days per week, and walked a little every day.   I feel stronger and look more toned.

Goals:   I want to be a runner again, to feel that way again, that "Oh my God, I am running" feeling of childhood, being out there, living life.  And I'd also like to someday be able to do a real push-up, not the modied ones.

"Reach high, for the stars lie hidden in your soul.
 Dream deep, for every dream precedes the goal."
                                                Ralph Vaull Starr




   

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